This darknes sorrounds, I am drowning. No light in sight, incased in these prison walls. I cant get out, i scream , i cry, i beg , and plead but nothing. A down spiral of thought,feras and emotions overwhelm me. I cant take it anymore. The anger is eating away at my soul and turning my heart into nothing but a black viod inside my chest. The self hatred destroys my pride, my spirit , my life. Not being able t function, to be norma, but what is normal? normal people function, if they fall they get up and slap bandage o it and keep on going. I cant......Icant function. I have given up...... I consume myself in sleep, I eat away my pain, I hidewithin myself, and welcome my self destructive ways. Racing thoughts torment me constantly. Fear, anxietty, and anger have become my life. A once kind hearted person destroyed by my own emotions. I Am empty. M y heart is cold and my soul even colder. I lack compassion, empathy, and the ability to care. Emptiness is now my way of life and anymore that kind of life is not worth living. I posses no thought to kill myself just the thoughts to die. Slowly i eat myself closer and clser to the grave to think it isnt fast enough. Sometimes i wonder what i have done to deserve to feel this way. I am cold, my words are eviland my mind is in shambles. Each day i grow colder and further away ..............................
I AM EMPTY
I AM EMPTY
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