letting go!!!

I loved through what seemed to be passion, and tried to love through the pain
When my heart said it’s not right, I still held on in vain. They say use your head, not your heart, for the heart is weak and frail. But the head can’t be much wiser for it only rationalized every detail.
Still my heart kept on nudging, how much more can you take...Till one day it finally hit me how much is at stake And ‘twas not my head nor my heart that made the way for me. But the broken soul inside me that desires to love…to be free
I’m resolved to get through this, I know I dare not falter. But my strength seems to wither when I think of the "hereafter". Yet hope rises within me at a glimpse of what could be and I know I want nothing more than to escape this misery. Whoever said it would be easy to simply say goodbye....When you have opened your heart to someone, it takes a little more than just a try. I want and deserve much more than I’ve allowed myself these years. Now it’s time for me to love me and awake from this nightmare.